how, now?

his mistake, as
it were, if
it was, was defining home
as where
the family was, because
he forgot
to consider or never considered
considering
the absence of family.
the
picture he saw always
included
a family,
his
family. any other
picture
made no sense, was no picture,
at all,
but, instead,
something abstract and
undefinable, which is where he
finds himself,
now,
someplace abstract and
non-definable.
here,
but
not
home.